Thursday, August 24, 2006
yeah i flamed you because i thought you were laughing at me. Now you're like making a parody out of my blog.If I accused you of laughing at my looks or whatsoever, i apologize, i 'm sorry. Yes, i do have depression or maybe i'm schizo, who knows? i might hear voices in my head! I don't know you, so i have no rights to condemn your character, the same goes to you. You have no rights to say ive a rotten character. FOr your info, i'm not 18 yet, needless to say, i'm immature. You have 1 more year of JC education then me, naturally you're more mature about such stuffs.
Did rovin actually tell you what happened? I made frens with him, maybe i was irritating or maybe i have a rotten character like what you said. If he had found me irritating, he could just tell it to my face. But instead, i have shah doing that to me. If such things happen, of course the problem lies with me. Everyone around me would know how much i blame myself for it and stood up for rovin when they say he's a bastard for allowing shah to do that. Until now, i'm still wondering why. please stop teasing rovin about that entry, i was stupid enough to blog that down. I was merely concerned for him, he is a good friend. I do know he's a nice chap, a very nice one in fact, to have tolerated me.
There's so much explanation i think you ought to hear,even if you don't want to. I flamed DM and CT, imagine being late for 8 times, everyday they threaten to expel me, breathe down my neck. Would you get irritated? put yourself in my shoes. Yeah, you're right, i 'm insecure and very very senstive. You dunno what it's like to be teased for being fat, perhaps your friends take it well or they don't receive that kinda treatment. I just realised, one of your frens tagged "nice one, fat shit deserved it" see what i mean?
i don't hate the world, i'm just bored and tired with school and family problems. You probably have a happy family, that explains why you enjoy life so much and you're not an insufferable attention seeking problematic, rotten person like me. Your freak accident entry was rather funny in a good sense, i felt happy becuase i thought you were laughing at me. Seriously, nothing would've happened if i hadn;t made frens with rovin, then it wouldn't snowballed to this shit. Nobody would say i have a rotten character. All in all, i do think its my fault for being so worked up over little things and for flaming you, sorry for any disturbance and stuffs.
Threesome's company12:25 PM
