Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Heng:
hi jac, hope you're coping ok, i lasted til 3am yesterday, woke up at 7am to start studying, its a good thing i'm following my time table. FINALLY. Study smart? i dunno eh..when i get my results then i can tell you whether i've studied smart anot.Take care of your health, don't keep eating sleeping pills, its bad. Its normal to suffer from insomnia during major exams. Everyday when i lie on my bed to sleep, i'll automatically start to rewind what i've memorised previously, if i can't remember i'll switch on the lights and check it out then i can go to sleep peacefully.This is a sign of ultimate insanity number 1. No no no, i'm not hardworking my dear, i feel that i'm still too slack, i'm not doing enough to get the grades i want. I want to get good grades but sometimes i'll get very very distracted.
Distracted as in not by stupid matters, but when i start to feel happy that i know how to do the past year examination questions, i'll ask myself "what if others knew too? surely they'll know how to do as well? they're smarter than you! What if they did more than you?" This is ultimate sign of insanity number 2.
Ultimate sign of insanity number 3: when i take a break by eating lunch and watching tv at the same time, i'll feel damn damn guilty, i'll punish myself by sleeping late, that is to say, its either 3am or go past that and wake up at 7am. Even my bro thinks that past 3am is waaay to late, first time ever he has to coax me to sleep.
Ultimate sign of insanity number 4: i don't feel tired anymore. Feels good but its scary, the last thing i want is to fall asleep during afternoon math paper. If so, then, hallejulah to myself.
Ultimate sign of insanity number 5: i keep thinking cambridge is out to kill us by setting difficult questions, that is their way of differentiating the better students. Apparently so.
Ok, times up, back to studying, take care everyone!
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