Friday, March 28, 2008
このblogを死んだ。
まず、ごめなさい、日本語で書いているんだ。。でも、面白いと思うん、誰もわからないから。卒業から今まで、もう二年だね。。いろいろあった。それで、友達もかわった。
皆大学に行ったり、仕事をしたりしました。私まだ毎日家で、だんだんおたくになりました。でもね、本当に今年は大学に行きたい！もう一年ぐらい待っただ。大学卒業したあと、日本へ行く望みます。ここで大嫌いから。ああ。。大変だ、お金無くて、そして、日本に死ぬかもしれない。
最悪だ。
あっ、二人も元気？本当に、さしぶりだ、私のことを忘れるだろ？！
この文をわかったら、電話を掛けってください！それじゃ！Labels: もう英語で使わないから、最高だ！
Threesome's company8:53 AM
Thursday, December 06, 2007
happy holidays!
xoxo,
fer
Threesome's company9:22 PM
Sunday, July 15, 2007
[J] With the big L across her forehead
Sorry for the the sudden lousiness I felt.
(Cause I seem to be at losing ends, AGAIN!)
Actually I was looking really forward to school until I was walking back home, I started to realise... Desmond haven contacted me for a week. Call me "weak" I really see this big L across my forehead, probably on every part of me.
Did I told anyone that I know it won't work out?
I doubt I really like him either, a crush maybe, but I felt
wasted somehow.
I keep doubting it lor. His frequency level compared to mine. We can't even communicate cyberly. Not even sms. & he smokes. NONONONONO
I actually mind him in many ways.
But I felt really guilty... I read his ex gf's diary which he did warned me of. I think he kinda saw me reading it. The last time I see him. NOW, I'M THE MEANIE. CheebyeWhy did I ended up, looking like the desperate-
for-his-love- idiot?
Now, i sounded like one. No way! Fuck it.
The main point is,
I want to push him out of my life.
Obviously he must be pulling my leg when he confessed to me. So in his eyes, I'm probably another young girl that was easily cheated on. Oh, fcuk it. Thankfully, NOTHING HAPPENS. Anyway, that is almost out of question. My principles is at least 2 years of relationship.
Why?
Why do I look like the one on losing ends?
All the fucking time.
I don't want to.I have enough at PJC.
I'm moving onwards to Nafa.
Can anyone guarantee how well I will do? Pissed off **
No more. Pls be obsessed abt new school. HOOO
OOOOOOORAYI'm okayy after the rantings. Yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Threesome's company5:24 AM
Thursday, July 05, 2007
Jackie rants:
Heng! Heng! What happened?
Phone me immediately. You people. SOS me. My phone is made for you guys.
Anyway, this Friday is my last day at work. SOO... nest entire week, we can so SUNTAN! So prepare alot of bucks.... sigh! :( I'll try to borrow my friend's card.
READ my lastest environmental no-brainer entry.
Life's more than what we see.
Threesome's company4:20 AM
fer says ..
well, we know that.. it's just a matter of compromising with each other. afterall, what are friends for, right?
open the window, take a deep breath and smile. (: (: (:
Threesome's company1:41 AM
Monday, July 02, 2007
heng:
friendship needs to be nurtured with love, concern and encouragement, not criticism, sarcasms and self-indulgent talk of one's life..if a friendship is based on the latter 3 things, then the friendship shall cease to exist immediately because there is no point in continuing it, a friendship shall also not contain any ill mannerisms:
1) eating other people's food like its your own
2)going on and on about one's life
3) talk without using the damned brain of yours
Threesome's company8:15 PM
Thursday, June 28, 2007
this blog is dead man, haha.. hmmm been such a long long time since i've blogged.. read fer's blog, waa.. weddings! haven been to one since when i was... say 10 years old? sounds funny but don it make you want to get married too? hahaha..
i wonder what kind of men the 3 of us will marry? who's gonna be the first to get married amongst the 3 of us? hahaaha.. ah shit, i'm late for my jap class, gotta go!
Threesome's company11:00 AM
Thursday, June 07, 2007
fer says ..
| You Are An INFP |
The Idealist
You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.
Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.
It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.
But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.
In love, you tend to have high (and often unrealistic) standards.
You are very sensitive. You tend to have intense feelings.
At work, you need to do something that expresses your personal values.
You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.
How you see yourself: Unselfish, empathetic, and spiritual
When other people don't get you, they see you as: Unrealistic, naive, and weak |
since everyone did it, i did it too. haha.. right.
Threesome's company2:58 PM
heng:
| You Are An INTJ |
The Scientist
You have a head for ideas - and you are good at improving systems.
Logical and strategic, you prefer for everything in your life to be organized.
You tend to be a bit skeptical. You're both critical of yourself and of others.
Independent and stubborn, you tend to only befriend those who are a lot like you.
In love, you are always striving to improve your relationship.
You have strong ideas of what love should be like.
At work, you excel in figuring out difficult tasks. People think of you as "the brain."
You would make an excellent scientist, engineer, or programmer.
How you see yourself: Reasonable, knowledgeable, and competent
When other people don't get you, they see you as: Aloof, controlling, and insensitive |
Threesome's company8:30 AM
happy holidays!