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1. Water 2. Watermelon 3. Brazil nuts 4. Mexican baked potato 5. Dried dates
6. PB&J on whole wheat

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I'll stop Indians from eating prata one day

by, a potential racist.

fer says ..

CONGRATS ON YOUR OFFICIAL COMPLETION OF A LEVELS!

we'll go party ... soon!

(:

Threesome's company11:54 PM

fer says ..

heng, dont be bothered about those trashy air heads.

talking with helium in my lungs is way cooler than being associated with them.

wow jacq, your entries are getting more and more enigmatic.

it's about time we meet up and uncover the mystery.

yes, after this week aights.

(:

Threesome's company3:09 AM

Jacq. (yea! i'm free to blog too.)
Some smart die-hard-blog-fans are putting some smart tags on my tagboard. How do we describe them: SMART.

Reply them in entries. They only know how to use other people's names. So smart. smart. smart. No one ever praise u in that way? I hit the jackpot again.
Cut it off.

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Apart from that,
strange people tries to keep u in place with regular stuff, to make sure that yr decision made will never be altered. That u stand firm with all yr past thoughts. But they did not realise that human minds are ever-changing. They think they hold the key into yr soul. They think they will benefit from you once again. I will not fall into their trap again. They never received knowlegde after mistakes .. all they know is self-advantage. Uhmm.

Threesome's company2:55 PM

Jacq:
Should i stay or should i go?

It' really tiring to think about the future without playing any single role. I hold no control in my coming days. Sucks. I'm so tired to comment. Phones are the worst creations cause no one will answers yr damn calls. LOL It' best leaving what was in the mess and move on with all that u have, or i'll be stuck with depression? Too much sappy love songs. eeks.
Humans change a lot. or isn't my opinion towards them?


It's a beautiful life! It's beautiful life!
Can i put a nice song on the blog ?? Pls?
-Sui yue ru ge- by Eason Chen, theme song of "Triumph to the skies"

Threesome's company6:45 PM

heng:

I don't care about consequences anymore, this is a free society, i have my freedom of speech. If you're reading, all the better. But if you're not, its fine, i have already vented ALL my anger.I just found what i've wanted, a moment of kay-po-ness is what made me began the search. Its bloody exciting and disappointing at the same time to find what you've really desired, i found it and i read it. And now, my mind's totally blank. Sooner or later, people are gonna know what i'm talking about, freak you.. i don't care

That person wrote that its only a kind of responsibility to reply those who've "messaged" you, its a responsibility because you don't know that person, and you have absolutely no interest in knowing that person. But at the same time, you feel that you have to reply and give some attention because after all, you're being responsible. Right, what a fucking responsible person you are, "friend", aww.. what to say, i appreciate you being such a responsible person. That person went on to elaborate about how sad it is that you can't wholly write all your thoughts on your blog because unwanted people are reading, you never know, its like infringing on that person's territory.

"friend", since you're soulmates with that person, why can't you bloody hell learn something from that person and understand that you ARE the unwanted person and you once invaded my privacy? I know your brain's severely fermented but at least, try? I seriously don't think that you're sorry for everything, a word of "sorry" from you is worthless, it means nothing, that word from you is just like dirt on my shoes, its so fucking foul. I don't want it, and i don't think you fucking mean it. And, i'm not sorry either, i have said so much sorries that it mean nothing, if you're gonna think that " oh she's so drama, she said sorry to me so many times now she's schizo" , i was just trying to get back into your good books, that, i admit was my main intention. I thought maybe sorry could savage something, change some things but I never was once sorry for what i flamed you, i mean what i've said about you but not your friends, they're innocent. I'd better say it first before your friend start flaming me calling me rotten again because he got dragged in. Its just plain old you that i'm unhappy about. Those sappy sad sorries i've said to you, yeah it sure is sad but it meant nothing, i'm not bloody sorry at all.

I'm a petty fat arse, i don't forget nor do i forgive, that's what i am, i'm a rotten petty person. A leopard never changes its spots, i don't, if i'm petty and horrible then so be it. I don't see a need to change, not unless people like you are completely extinct. Oh.. but i think that's gonna be a fucking long time, ain't it? I think you're really contradicting you know, back then when the tagging was still goin on, you asked me to leave your friends alone and that you're solely responsible. Hell yes, i WOULD hold you, and only you solely responsible for everything. Because of your horrendously big mouth, you go wagging your tail, telling people to come here and read, wag your tail even more because you're happy that everyone's embarrassing me. Don't freaking deny that you didn't laugh about what has happened.


My 2 friends whom i'm sharing the blog with got dragged down, we get plagued with accusations saying we crave for attention because we blog, and you? you started it all because of word from your mouth. By the way, i have a hate site specially set up for me and jac. Do drop by if you're free. Anyways, you merely sat aside and looked over it, you didn't once ask them to stop and i doubt you would want it to stop anyway. These 2 friends have been with me since i was in primary 3, they mean as much to me as that person to you. Would you like me to flood that person's tagboard, and re-enact the whole scene? Wait, before you fucking brainlessly go call up that person to give warning, i'm not childish like you.. That person ain't worth my energy, and i would have been bored to death if i were to read that person's entries again. I don't degrade myself by tagging. Fret not, that person's very very safe, i don't hurt people around you to get to you, that's just wasting my time. But then again, you're probably gonna think that i'm jealous of you? hahaha..try harder to make me feel jealous of you, honestly!


You're probably gonna say i accuse you of everything you haven't done, but does it matter now? no, it doesn't. Like you said, you're solely responsible and i take your word for it. Seriously, you dunno the seriousness of everything. Everything may be over, but i'm still battling with it, battling with myself. No matter how big sized i am, i'm still a girl, no doubt. Sometimes i'm happy, laughing then suddenly reality just hit you in the face and you start to dwell on it over and over again. I desperately want to turn back time, but until the day i fully get over it, i shall learn to live with it. Perhaps when the day comes, i'll be a nicer and better person. But for now, i'm still rotten, vulgar old me, like it or not, its your business.

Threesome's company9:32 AM

heng:

yup jac, you never know right, both of you could be friends again, so don't give up hope. If you want happiness, then fight for it yourself. Erm, though i always don't practice what i preach.

Ho! saw my classguys yesterday, the whole bunch of them. I dunno how to describe the feeling, but it sure feels good seeing them, they never change, one whole bunch of oddballs.. hahaha.. really,very cute, they start to get me all reminiscent about jc life, particularly lesson time.. Sad to say, i really miss them. But those class outings that they organized always turn out unsuccessful, maybe its jinxed or something. 2 years gone in a blink of eye, if i could turn back time, i really would.

As people grow older, they tend to go their separate ways don't they? Those with boyfriends would go with their boyfriends, others move on to higher level of education, everything changes and you bloody hell have to move out of your comfort zone and enter a new and scary one. I don't want to.

Threesome's company9:51 AM

Jacq.
Nobody blogging.
Heng i keep thinking about the possibilities of what we're talking after dai tai feng.

Will the future changes its content according to my will?
Uhmm... I really hope for the best, at least ..
for both of them.
Happiness was chosen elsewhere. Lol.

I wonder why is it still there ... u know, still in that thingy. Will the answer be what i desire?
Will it be like what that significant sentence that was said long ago means?


I'm counting the years ahead. Uhmm... One day we'll be good friends again.

Threesome's company1:39 AM

feel like tearing now.
very exhausted. jacq



after all the hard work, gatherings r welcomed yet
pple KNNB come and spoil them.

sumtimes they pretend so much .........................

whatever that is, is about the nest step in life now.
i forgot abt everything that happened within these 2 years.
nothing memorable. everything was a lie from the beginning.

Threesome's company4:47 AM

jacq
don't bother about them.
A level is enough trouble to deal with
they will never have the taste of it -too bad
as least not for now.
we have 9 months before university to fix them up (=

Threesome's company4:32 PM

oei, what's up with you using my name, there's only one Ang Hwee Heng in this world and that is me. Why like using that name so much? i thought you hate me don't you? if you love using my name so much, then i think you like being fat like me la right? Seriously, what is it that you're unhappy with? The same goes to you, don't hide behind a computer and start tagging at other people's blog. Are you suffering from STD? (severe tagging disorder) If you find yourself looking at this now, fuming like hell, blood rushing to your head, searching hard if there is a tag board miraculously appearing here ( no there isn't ), then going over to jac's blog and start tagging again.... then you seriously need help.

Threesome's company7:11 PM

Jacq -DESTROYED-
if God says that's it for me,
if this is the way for me,
if i have no way out,
if there's no more solution offered,
if i don't deserve it,
if someone else should have it,
if this is the way you are going to treat,
if this is the way you think i shld be treated,
if this is the way i shld landed up in .............

i will obey to my destiny
YEAH, I DON'T DESERVE

if my parents care, they wouldn't have give birth to me & make me suffer
if my friends care, they do. Thanks. but i can't expect them to be there 24/7
if you care...


if heartbreaks, separation with love ones like my granny and dad, discrimination from the outside world can't tear me down.
What more can tear me completely?
Even if i fail A level, it won't tear me down either. A level, big deal?
Commit sucide loh, my family will get a lot of charity help.
D I E

FCUK OFF to anyone who tries to destroy me in one way or another.
no way.
try harder.
other than tag my blog, might as well get some bangladesh fcuk me.
might as well steal my IC and make sure loan shark run after my entire family.
might as well stalk me home and burn my house down.
put my handphone number online loh, that what u guys are capable of. Be as ruthless as me.
If i can do it, then be more evil than me.
U won't go hell, you will join me. Wuahaha! Die together!

Threesome's company1:03 AM

fer says ..

what's with yu guys?

take a chill pill and drink some cold beer baby.

and i feel suffocated at home.

Threesome's company2:05 PM

heng: k, as long as you're happy.

Threesome's company10:22 AM

Jacq -

I choose to be set free like a balloon, to fly ..

Once entangled, now free to leave from the piece of mess. For one to love another is more tiring than to be loved. I yearn to be pampered in the hands of mr.right one fine day. I will, cause i choose to fly now.

If i were to use all methods to snatch his heart back, that's not love, but greed.
Love is only tragic when two loved ones cannot be together.
It's only just foolishness to come from one party.
Yea, today i wake up.
it's all me, being a dumb willing party,



cong tou can shi, du shi wo, zi ji xin gan qing yuan de
zui hou, zi ji qui bian cheng le yi ge da sha gua :l

Threesome's company5:07 AM

Jacq -
Heng, it's okay. Let's not brood over the past. It's everything.
The fact is, i was REALLY angry and utterly disappointed at you, for being friends with me for so long. Partly, it's part of my wishing thinking too.
I thought maybe you will not leave me alone.
There's so much to argue, when's the last time you see me? you even had mock maths exam and so much remedial with them & you actually claim that you have not seen them for long.
it's really okay, i cannot be like a childish kid to go around whining that my friend pangseh me. Even though i sms-ed the night before, but do stand in my shoe when i waited nearly an hour for you, pangseh-ing my classmates for you. I could have ate my lunch with them, instead of buying sushi and eat on bus. Thankfully, i met kristian. At least i have someone accompanying the entire afternoon.
Remember, the next time you probably gonna see me, it's prom.
Forget it, i don't want to talk about it anymore.
Let the matter rest, i've finished venting my anger, don't mention it anymore.
At the end of the day, a Leo hate loneliness.
I admit strongly to it. I'm too sensitive. Sorry.

Felicia, i guessed you know what exactly i am talking in my blog, yet is about what i last sms-ed you on that night.

You know, there's a saying that goes, "love cannot be ordered."
Jacq do not want to let the past affect her future anymore. What is left in the past, should remain where it is and maybe a fresh start of a new friendship may blossom this time.
I don't ask for more this time, at least we're on talking terms.
The more i try to fight, the more i feel like a bitch, snatching him back from the other girl.

Now, why not i just follow the wave, follow the flow, whatever that comes, i shall accept it. Obviously i cannot hurt myself in any case, but i should just .. think about myself before anything. There's many other ways to strive for happiness. Now my concentration is A level, then a job, then .. wait for my parents' side to settle? No movement yet but, my mom is just too determined to leave him.

You know, now i feel like i'm HYORIN, too much of princess hours.
like, initially, it was just me and Prince Shin.
then came chaegyung out of the sudden and .. he fell for her, leaving hyorin alone.
Hyorin tried to use ways to fight for her love,
& however, they just ended up as close friends, isn't it?
Just like ... kim sam soon too! I feel like YU XI ZHEN!


YUP, i shall be more receptive to guys out there,
be less demanding,
turn more demour (kristian say i'm too fierce on the outlook *whine*)
or like what kenglam say - "i'll take you if you still don't hv a BF when u're 25 yrs old"
WTF??!!!!!!!! chiong! touchwood!
Isn't kenglam (1st) cute and justin (2nd) pretty ??




I'm a happy girl, people!!!
From the horoscope, it says i'm a IQ 180 killer on the field of love.
it's true .......... WUAH-HA-HA
I heaven reveal my true image yet, i'm not that weak! power!
I'm as determined as YUAN XIANG QING to look for my prince charming
JIANG JIANG JIANG zhi shu <3

[[Some memories ... ]]
You know how crappy this show gets with this family ...




It really started with a kiss ......



WEIRDEST WEDDING EVER .. !!!!



In the end ...... AWW ........

Threesome's company3:51 AM

heng:

its my fault for going with them after i promised to go home with you. I haven't gone out with them for ages, and i really miss talking to the both of them alot. I just didn't have the heart and guts to tell you that, in case you'll blow up or something. You and me, we still can update each other on how we've been through this blog, and i read yours occasionally. But xiaowei and hui hui, they don't have blogs. I do miss you too, but i know how you've been. I swear, the next time i won't promise to go home with you first, in case something like this crops up. Sorry.For your info, they didn't treat me to the free meal, the both of them and i know that its a hoax, its fake one, they 're not that kind with their money.. They never treat me to free meals before. We're all typical singaporeans.

Threesome's company1:01 PM

heng says:

Hey ! i've got a new nickname! I'm known as the Fat One, hui hui's known as the Other Fat One! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. oh my god la, that is really, really creative! Any more nicknames you've cracked your brains to think for me? Its abit wasted my tagboard's gone, or else you can share your creative work with me, well, that's just too bad for both parties.

ANyways, there's no such thing as having no time to blog. Just like there's no such thing as having no time to show off your pretty girlfriend in front of me.

Was eating in ichiban boshi at bpp today, met the whole gang of them, my first reaction was " wa lau eh.." i used to feel indignant but shameful at the same time, but not anymore. Maybe its coincidence, or maybe you did it on purpose,go ahead and say i'm a crazy sensitive bitch, but i have no qualms telling you, you made me that way. i'm not blind ok.. My big eyes are borned for a purpose. You told her something, she backed behind abit, turned around and looked at me.

Yes, i'm yours truly, the thicked skinned idiot who apparently got condemned. Sure, she can sing "kiss me" well, looks pretty and gentle, fair skinned, cute face, nice character, girly, she's everything a guy wants. Good for you that you're with her! I know for sure you'll treat her really realy well. But I hope i don't see you anymore in future, just like you don't ever want to see me in future, because that'll just remind me of how i was deemed stigmatized. And that, i'll keep in mind forever.

Threesome's company4:52 PM

fer says ..

GO WATCH THIS.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VmtgnEXjvvI

bloody funny.

Threesome's company1:31 AM

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HweeHeng: ....
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