Tuesday, December 26, 2006
http://alabe.com/freechart/ Name: Koh Hui Cheng Jacqueline
August 22 1988
4:26 AM Time Zone is AWST
Singapore, SING
Bold is what i personally agreed on.
Rising Sign is in 19 Degrees Cancer
Very sensitive by nature, you prefer to be in your own familiar surroundings. Cautious and conservative, you make changes in your life only very slowly, if at all. You do not open up easily to strangers.
Friendships are made for life, however -- once given, your trust is forever. Your mother, your home as a child and your early family life in general are very important to you. You are also very
sentimental.
When you feel self- confident, you are gentle, giving and protective of the needs of others. But when you feel insecure or threatened, you become overly sensitive to criticism, shy, withdrawn and moody. You have a strong need for security -- in the sense that you are being loved, nourished and protected.
Sun is in 28 Degrees Leo.
More than a bit of a showoff, you love to be the center of attention! But others do not usually mind because they tend to enjoy your genuine warmth and affection.
Very spirited and willful, proud and self-important at times, you demand your own way. You are quite honest, however, and the respect of others is very important to you. You never compromise yourself and you pursue your goals with persistence and dedication. Your regal presence and demeanor draws you to positions of leadership and authority. But beware of being overly hardheaded, domineering, ostentatious or patronizing or you will lose the goodwill and admiration that you enjoy. Very theatrical, you live life on a grand scale wherever and whenever possible. Your strength and energy vitalizes those who come in contact with you.
Moon is in 13 Degrees Sagittarius.
An idealist, you prefer the grand, the beautiful, the good and the noble. You get very disappointed when your high expectations in life are not met.
Very curious by nature, you enjoy traveling and learning about other peoples and cultures. Try to avoid your tendency to ignore the small but important details of living. You are independent and free, and you want others to be that way, too. Optimistic, buoyant and cheerful, others like to have you around.
You have an incessant desire to learn as much as possible about metaphysics, religion, philosophy and any other broad, deep subject. Your life tends to be punctuated by bursts of energy and frenetic activity.
Mercury is in 16 Degrees Virgo.
Very thorough and efficient, you pay attention to the minor but important details of any project. You are a careful thinker who can learn complicated, intricate techniques. You are attracted to practical, useful skills and are probably good at working with your hands. You are very critical of yourself and others, sometimes too much so, and you get the reputation of being a nag or of being nit-picky. Your first reaction to any situation is to try to organize, classify and analyze everything!
Venus is in 13 Degrees Cancer.
You like to be very close to other people.
You need emotional support yourself and are willing to give it to others. When you feel unloved and insecure, you can be very jealous and possessive.
You are not interested in casual or superficial relationships -- only deep emotional involvements interest you. Your faithful devotion is one of your greatest gifts, but be careful not to become too dependent on others. Learn to stand on your own two feet and demand your own rights once in a while.
Mars is in 11 Degrees Aries.
You are very independent and self-assertive, and you have lots of physical energy. You are not satisfied unless you can be the first to do something. As such, you are more comfortable in leadership positions than you are as an underling. When you are challenged by anyone for anything, you delight in the competitive process and will fight long and hard for your beliefs. You are bold and courageous and often act without thinking.
At times, in your zeal to get ahead, you are tactless and offensive -- learn that cooperation with others can often bring you nearer to your goals quicker because of the support you will get.
Jupiter is in 04 Degrees Gemini.
You have a logical, detached, objective view of most things.
Your interests are wide-ranging and you are an avid student, with expertise in many different areas. You love to work things out in your mind -- everything you do is reduced to an exercise in logic and reason. You have the ability to grasp abstractions and to deal successfully with the larger issues of life. Your overemphasis on developing your powerful intellect can cause your emotional and intuitive abilities to atrophy unless you consciously choose to exercise them.
Saturn is in 25 Degrees Sagittarius.
Basically quite conservative, you respect traditional authority figures and are
very thankful and supportive of the laws and institutions which govern your life. You learn and accept new ideas only after having very thoroughly examined them. Ideals and abstract concepts are important to you only if they can be used in some practical fashion. You are so practical and so orderly that you have natural skills in planning, administrating and organizing.
Uranus is in 27 Degrees Sagittarius.
You, and most of your peers, have the tendency to think that all ideas, customs and traditions from the past are outmoded and irrelevant. You are attracted to radically new ideas, philosophies and religions that will, hopefully, cause sweeping changes throughout the world.
Neptune is in 07 Degrees Capricorn.
You, and your entire generation, will idealize work, practicality and the ability to attain reasonable goals. But, because you will also stress the need to be selfless and giving, you may find it difficult to attain your goals unless you have lowered your expectations on all fronts.
Pluto is in 10 Degrees Scorpio.
For your entire generation, this is a period of intense research and discovery in areas that were heretofore considered mysterious, remote or taboo. The root causes for many complex occurrences will be unearthed due to the intensity and thoroughness of the search.
N. Node is in 14 Degrees Pisces.
You're attracted to others who need your assistance. You seem to go out of your way to form relationships with those who are weak, sick, injured, addicted or troubled in some way or other. At your best you can indeed provide the relief that others need.
But at times you can be victimized by those who would prey on your good nature and take advantage of you. This can lead to all sorts of negative situations -- make sure that those you assist are truly worthy of your time, energy and commitment. A little enlightened self-protectiveness on your part can make your life work much, much smoother!
Threesome's company9:51 PM
Jacq (finally!)
like an old saying says,
absence makes a heart grow fonder.
that's for the three of us, isn't it? LOL
I MISS U ALL.PEOPLE, DO DROP ME AN SMS/ CALL (occasionally before i get M-I-A).
I need to apologise sincerely because i really cannot draw out any free time for the two of you, ever since i started working.
Odd-working hours, but i love the pay and the company i'm hanging around with.
No scolding, just genuine advice for heng, i don't really know yr character towards strangers because i never felt coldness coming from you. Since young, you have been someone with a big warm tinky winky's heart. Sounds cheesy? Do change yourself for good. U know what i mean, i'm worried for yr coming university days. So am i for myself. U like sports and so much more, but there's so much that you're not doing because of the lack of cash. So do something for passion! U dun wan to work in so many fields, u wanna be isolated? uhmm, why carry such a heavy mask on yrself? I dunno what u're facing at work, i hv no right to comment. BUT AS LONG AS U'RE HAPPY, i'll support.
just wanna let u know, if u want to join whatever sports, get whatever cds, buy whatever sportwear ... u need cash. A hard decision.
don't be a mummy's girl and wait for her cash to drop on yr hands. Yr mummy has been working very hard. Do try for a better job, darling. mabbe u'll find a good guy outside. Gd luck.
As for felicia, i know u're back into enjoying the good old days with yr secondary frens. as long as u're happy (= we'll definitely meet up soon!!!!!
As for myself, i almost wanted to give up pork for my hottie malay bartender.So hot! except for his familiar name.His flaring skills behind the bar is the best, i almost fall for that.But come to the end, it wun work out. so i ended my fantasy silently, before i suffer in future.Just concentrating in making money, for my holiday trips
be it alone or with friends. LOL
like i always wanted after A levels, a break overseas, learning new cultures, get to know more of the outside world. It's too compressed in a country with naive pple like Singapore.
Read my 2007 resolutions in my blog & dun be surprised. Grins.
HAPPY HOLIDAYS BABIES!
Threesome's company7:46 PM
heng says:
woohoo! I quit my job already! Yes! aircon makes me sick and no more listening to the bimbo, the bitch and the lone smarty pants! This bitch, she said if her child is ugly looking, she'll end up abusing her child and ask the child to go away. Remember the magic word " karma" ,my dear colleague. Don't say things too soon..
Anyways, what's over is over, I'm just really happy to be at home. The last one week, was horrible.. when you're working an office job, you're kinda like cut off from the entire world. I mean for me la.. I lose contact with all my friends, i hardly see my mom n bro.. and you're stuck with people whom you dislike. Welcome to the working world man.. Hopefully for my next job, I would be the only newbie and there are no others. Then, i can eat lunch alone and quit having to talk to people. For now, I don't want to work yet. Maybe I'm insolent, but who cares?
oh right, that one week made me realise how much I miss my friends n mom n bro, cheesy but true. Close friends always give you that kinda feeling that cannot be replaced by anyone. That makes me start to wonder, am i still gonna be that fucked up when i enter university? am i gonna sit aside and sulk just because someone i don't like is there? am i gonna be snobbish? am i gonna be enthu and not dead like how i always am? am i gonna move out of my comfort zone and make new friends? I would very much love to keep my old friends, but they'll always move on, wouldn't they?
Enough of the sad stuff, this is the time to make new year resolutions again! I wish for both fer and kopi in 2007 that... you two
1: get lucky in whatever you do and want
2: meet good and caring people in your future jobs
3: meet your Prince charming ( doesn't matter if he's not as handsome as Wentworth Miller, hahahaha)
4: get excellent results in your studies, for fer that'll be ur final year, jac ur A levels
5: that 2007 will be a smoothsailing and exciting and rich $$$$$ year =)
For bro :
1: ur album will hit platinum $$$$
2: meet loads of good, real people in the industry
3: ur relationship will be smoothsailing n fulfilling
4: excellent A level results
5: NS will not be so harsh on you, n u'll meet loads of real, excellent friends ( unlike S23 guys)
For huiiihuiii:
1: excellent A level results
2: that old monster from accounts will be taught an unforgettable lesson
3: more $$$$ for you
4: be less clumsy
last but not least, regardless of whether you hate me or not, I still want you all to have a great 2007, all the best in your future endeavors, cheers =) and remember to tell your loved ones how much you appreciate them to be in your life.
Threesome's company9:30 AM
Monday, December 25, 2006
fer says ..
MERRY CHRISTMAS DEARS!have a wonderful 2007 ahead! it's gonna be whole new beginning for all of us and especially both of yu since yu guys are just fresh out of JC. i wish for good results, high pays (with nice managers) and smooth sailing love life for both you darlings! (:
and of course i wished that for myself too, just that it's much longer. hahaha.. okay yu know me.
hur hur hur.
how was christmas for the both of yu?
it's such a pity, i thought i'd get to celebrate christmas this year with yu guys.. after all, it's been so long since the 3 of us met up! in fact, tooooooo long! ):
for me, i spent christmas with my sec sch mates. went to a friend's sister's party.. free food and beer. quite a nice start.. but it ended with ultimate gore shows like
Saw and
See No Evil at a friend's place. what a nice way to end christmas celebration.
anyway, let's meet up soon okay! i really miss yu guys!
Threesome's company5:37 PM
Friday, December 22, 2006
fer askes ..
ARE WE GONNA CELEBRATE CHRISTMAS 2006 TOGETHER!?
Threesome's company3:08 PM
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
i dunno what to say to heng.
just rest since if u dun like going to work..... tv's good (100% supporter)
if making conservations can save some of yr work load. ..... as u wish
cos miscommunication SUCKS at my job.
cos i always kena fcuked due to [[act-smart + lazy + slacker]] colleagues
Threesome's company4:45 AM
Friday, December 15, 2006
heng:
well, I deleted the previous entry. That person reads this blog, I don't want her to come screaming at me after she realizes its her. I hate confrontations, its not that I'm a coward, I mean, well, ok maybe I am. Because I wouldn't know what to do and say to her, it'll probably hurt her and me too. Worse, she won't accept it. She'll turn the tables on me. Stupid, really. I'd rather suffer and complain just to avoid being confronted by her. Thanks anyway jac, my problems are endless.. I'll be fine after complaining.
Shit man, time fries. Next Monday I'll be starting training at Citibank, in some ulu place. Now, I regret accepting the job. The money is tempting but I just want to slack and watch tv at home, you have no idea how nice the afternoon tv shows are, especially The Ellen Degeneres Show. Just in case you dunno who she is, she's the one who voiced over "Dory" in Finding Nemo. I think her audience are a damn lucky bunch! By going to her show, apart from being entertained by her humor, you get free gifts like a Nikon digital camera, a Dixie Chicks CD, and a Zune mp3 player that isn't even released in the market yet, how good is that?
Right, so if I fail the training, I'll just get 4 days of pay, I mean if there is even any pay to be given at all. Its good to be sacked, but on the contrary, I'll kaobei why I should be the one to get laid off. Sigh... being a student forever is the best, honest. I don't know anybody there, and I really hate making new friends, if unnecessary.. and i suck at that too.
But then again, some people want to work but they are not allowed to do so. Because they're either physically or mentally disabled, or they suffer from some illness. I watched "against all odds" yesterday, its about this guy called Jeremy Goh, he suffers from tourette's syndrome. Just in case you didn;t catch it, here's a summary: Its a neurological condition, whereby he jerks his limbs , shouts, blinks his eyes, jerk his neck and shrug his shoulders involuntarily. He has this problem of hitting his chin with his knuckles, as a result his knuckles developed another layer of skin, I think it must have hurt alot. He has to tape his keyboard so that he doesn't hit his keyboard away, sew up his pockets to refrain from tearing it, wear jersey material clothing so that he doesn't tear it as well.
They were filming him sitting on a bench in front of orchard MRT station, and he suddenly twitches his leg and shouts, this stupid indian woman who walked past just shot him a filthy disgusted look. Eh woman, be thankful people don't do that to you. Anyway, Jeremy's bosses laid him off because of this condition, his girlfriend's parents objected to their relationship because of it as well. But fortunately, he gets to work for the church by being a mentor to mentally disabled adults, because his boss treats him as someone special and not a freak, unlike his previous boss. Despite his condition, he gets to make a difference to people, and he's grateful for that.
Jeremy gets taunted and bullied by his classmates when he was in secondary school, even his teachers doesn't understand his condition, they put him outside of class. Classmates say mean things to him like how his parents did bad things, that's why he was borned. Now you know why some people kill themselves because of such bullies. About 1 in a 100 are borned with Tourette's syndrome. The point of him agreeing to do the documentary is to create awareness among Singaporeans, because apparently they don;t understand tourette's syndrome. Its alright to laugh at people who's fat, or ugly or whatsoever. But the worse thing you can do is to laugh at those with disabilities. You don't understand the condition, you don't suffer from it, so you have no rights to laugh at them.
So the next time if you ever see Jeremy, smile to him or maybe ask how his day went. I wouldn't do it because I suck at making conversations and smiling, I might just spoil his day for him. Everybody wants to make a difference in this world, doesn't it? He wants to. And so do I. I'm 18 and there's alot of things I want to accomplish in this life. Well, if i ever have a bright future and i end up making big bucks, I'd really like to start something up for tourette's sufferers so they wouldn't have to face rejections from employers. Maybe after watching a few other episodes of the documentary, I'd want to start something up for people suffering from other conditions as well. Up till now,I'm still unsure of what I want to do, I just dunno. Hahaha.. I tried voluntary work, I screwed up, so its best I just provide the funds and let other more capable people do the work.
But if i end up making no bucks at all, then, well.. let's get to that later.
Threesome's company8:11 AM
Jacq:
Heng well darling, i kinda read yr previous entry and was totally puzzled over what u're talking. Is there anything that i can help you with? I mean, we're friends, i'm not exactly that busy like u think. If you still count me as a buddy, so message me your prob.
Felicia yup, your awaiting holiday is finally here. we are gonna meet up soon right?
To the both of you Jacq is doing perfectly well, yea, i know i sounded like i'm down with unhappiness in my own blog but those are small little upset coming across my life. I'm not bothered. Currently, i'm coping well at job, learning from the bottom, experiencing teamwork which i have lost 2 years back. In PJC, there's hardly any form of teamwork which i always appreciate. I realise i love complaining a lot for the past 2 years but it's always due to all sorts of circumstances that make me realise more to life (= This job in barfly opens me to more understanding towards life. There's no such thing like "bad life", it's all abt how u handle with it.
Down with flu -boo-
I don't know if i can spend this xmas, cause to me, any form of gathering on any day is more to ask for, than during those BIG occasions. Living a life till eighteen, i wanna see more, experience more.
Love is no longer my priority cause there's no need to. I should just grab the chance to go and enjoy life.
Got a sudden urge to travel, i wondered what inspires me. Maybe is due to this adventurous heart to seek for fun and amazement. Do i sound like i'm dying? I just want to make full use of my holiday. I hope i can earn enough money to go new zealand or uk, enjoy some laid-back lifestyle. haha! i really got lobang to enjoy free lodging there, let's hope that my A level will be desirable so i won't have to mourn over it. I want to travel badly!!
Small people come by and make my life a little difficult (not in terms of work),
people give me different stares upon what i do.
But i'm happy, comfortable and contented.
Even if u think that i'm a slut ... i'm jacqueline. you cannot find another similar girl elsewhere.
I will only change myself for my own sake. Be yourself <33 i want to see you two soooooooooon!!!
i owe ......... (
i'm gonna stop playing for the time being)
felicia - 95$ (art materials, medicine)
jieying - 50$ (ktv and clubbing)
annabel - 30$ (bag)
jessica - 30$ (goong's pictorial bk + weiling present)
manager - 40$ (ktv plus drinks)
i need my pay soon. LOL!
Threesome's company12:13 AM
Monday, December 11, 2006
fer says ..
usually im the one complaining that no one updates and stuff.. now it's the other way round.
life's soo busy for me but it's sort of satisfying in a way. i feel kinda weird when there're no pressing deadlines.
damn, am i going insane?
hahaha right. maybe i am, but well.. life goes on.
i spent the entire of my previous weekend at my friend's place chionging work.. it was like 4D3N boot camp. hahaha.. it's fun actually.. with all the company, late night
maggi goreng, teh beng and endless crap.
one day we should have a stayover too! it's gonna be so much fun. (: i love stayovers.
ahh well, let's meet up real soon. i mean, 3 of us.. okay?
for now, good night darlings.
Threesome's company1:22 AM
Monday, December 04, 2006
Heng:
Weird, The Air Force sent me a letter inviting me to join their seminar on 9th december, the point of the seminar is to convince me to start a career at the RSAF and be a officer, and also to take up a scholarship. They sent me yet another letter to my mom on friday asking her to persuade me to attend the seminar. So then, i agreed, I just had someone from the Air Force called me, telling me I've got a seat for me and mom reserved.
Well, I'm flattered, but then again, I think they send it out to each and every A level candidate, so.. hahaha..
But I reckon they should check the person's results before sending them the invitation. I would really love to join the Air Force, take up a scholarship so my mom don't have to pay, but.. my results are horrifying and i don't have any good CCA records, nor am I a captain of some CCA. Sigh.. I'm sorry Air Force, you've just wasted 2 letters on me.
My smart brother says even if they accept me, they have to build a special plane made of heavy duty metal to hold my weight. Thanks ah thanks ah. My plane would be the first one to crash if we were to be engaged in war, i doubt a heavy duty plane with missiles can fly high. Sigh, forsake your chestnut stuffed turkey and christmas caroling Cambridge! Mark faster so I can know my future!
Threesome's company10:09 AM
Sunday, December 03, 2006
Jobless jacqueline:
It's okay (:
People talk because people bother to. We are their subject on their tables all day long.
I hope my scary face appears in their nightmares too. I'm the guardian of their thoughts. Hehe.
Watched a boring yet deep-meaning show.
It's always a little cruel when the entire truth is flipped unto another side when u're kept in the dark. Well, we'll grow up and realise more harmful things. Yeah, it's hard learning to look from different perspectives, hard to capture another's mind. Pretty interesting!
Human. Heart, the most challenging battle floor.
I hope to capture every single moment of my life. Right now. In my heart.
My happiness, my sadness.
If the memory spaces in my brain cells allow (:
- - - Taking a gentle stroll back to my past; revolving round my unknown future.
Someone says all i need is a boyfriend to divert my concentration, NO! i say it's a holiday.
I wanna fly.
I yelled at my mum for nagging at the jobless me. I just took a break from A level and there, she's uttering so much nonsense. I thought of running away from home. But nothing bets kinship cause yr family will nv despise you.
Let's see, it's possible for me to a hotel manager? freelance photographer? a designer? a dancer? an artist? a taitai?
Should i say i hv too much talents, or too much interests
or i'm capable of eveything or
best at nothing?
I need a route directed from God. =D
JC life officially ended.
Threesome's company4:29 AM
Friday, December 01, 2006
heng:
prom's over and done with. Congrats to the newly crowned prom king and queen! I thought lynette should've been crowned prom queen, but prom king, he won hands down. I thought he really deserved the title. Anyways,
someone told me that rumors has is that Jac and I have been flaming the new prom king on our blog, or I dunno, mentioning him or something, its nothing good. I'm not sure, because I haven't done such a thing, and i doubt jac has. If you're talking about me mentioning that he's prom king, I see nothing wrong with it. But if its other stuffs, then, I think people out there who started the rumors should get your facts right. Its bloody boring you know anot, even on Grad Night, i get bogged down by this kinda issue. Jacqueline is jacqueline, Hwee Heng is Hwee Heng. We're 2 different persons. Just because we share a blog, it doesn't mean our actions are linked together. Whatever one might do or say, it is solely that person's responsibility. So please do not pinpoint or group people together. Its just like, whatever I'm saying now, its my responsibility to shoulder it should any consequence pop up again. Get it?
I don't wish to hear anymore nonsensical rumors. People grow up, right now, I'm living the life of an adult, working and earning money. Where do I get the time to mention him, much less to flame him? He play no part in my life. sigh.. dunno what to say.
Threesome's company4:24 PM