Sunday, July 15, 2007
[J] With the big L across her forehead
Sorry for the the sudden lousiness I felt.
(Cause I seem to be at losing ends, AGAIN!)
Actually I was looking really forward to school until I was walking back home, I started to realise... Desmond haven contacted me for a week. Call me "weak" I really see this big L across my forehead, probably on every part of me.
Did I told anyone that I know it won't work out?
I doubt I really like him either, a crush maybe, but I felt
wasted somehow.
I keep doubting it lor. His frequency level compared to mine. We can't even communicate cyberly. Not even sms. & he smokes. NONONONONO
I actually mind him in many ways.
But I felt really guilty... I read his ex gf's diary which he did warned me of. I think he kinda saw me reading it. The last time I see him. NOW, I'M THE MEANIE. CheebyeWhy did I ended up, looking like the desperate-
for-his-love- idiot?
Now, i sounded like one. No way! Fuck it.
The main point is,
I want to push him out of my life.
Obviously he must be pulling my leg when he confessed to me. So in his eyes, I'm probably another young girl that was easily cheated on. Oh, fcuk it. Thankfully, NOTHING HAPPENS. Anyway, that is almost out of question. My principles is at least 2 years of relationship.
Why?
Why do I look like the one on losing ends?
All the fucking time.
I don't want to.I have enough at PJC.
I'm moving onwards to Nafa.
Can anyone guarantee how well I will do? Pissed off **
No more. Pls be obsessed abt new school. HOOO
OOOOOOORAYI'm okayy after the rantings. Yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Threesome's company5:24 AM
Thursday, July 05, 2007
Jackie rants:
Heng! Heng! What happened?
Phone me immediately. You people. SOS me. My phone is made for you guys.
Anyway, this Friday is my last day at work. SOO... nest entire week, we can so SUNTAN! So prepare alot of bucks.... sigh! :( I'll try to borrow my friend's card.
READ my lastest environmental no-brainer entry.
Life's more than what we see.
Threesome's company4:20 AM
fer says ..
well, we know that.. it's just a matter of compromising with each other. afterall, what are friends for, right?
open the window, take a deep breath and smile. (: (: (:
Threesome's company1:41 AM
Monday, July 02, 2007
heng:
friendship needs to be nurtured with love, concern and encouragement, not criticism, sarcasms and self-indulgent talk of one's life..if a friendship is based on the latter 3 things, then the friendship shall cease to exist immediately because there is no point in continuing it, a friendship shall also not contain any ill mannerisms:
1) eating other people's food like its your own
2)going on and on about one's life
3) talk without using the damned brain of yours
Threesome's company8:15 PM
