Sunday, September 10, 2006
Jacqueline:
I don't know if it's the hormones working too well during the midst of my mensus period or
it's just me being emo NOW. Yea, like one day before my prelims.
Was listening to Jay's new album. Yupp, Cheena.
Ting mama de hua (listen to the words frm mummy):
I wept so hard when i heard it second time.
I wanna tell my mummy how sorry i am.
I really wanna grow up suddenly.
Really to learn to protect her, from hurts, from pains.
Esp from the loss of grandma and her failed marriage.
Yea,
she wants to move out when the divorce is settles.
the divorce shld be done by end of this yr.
New number, new address, new identity.
I need a change.
Xin yu, Tui hou, Bei se feng che:
It will brings me back to jimmy.
Blame me silly n stupid.
i know i am, i haven't put it down.
That scolding frm me, to him, was done delibrately.
I want him to hate me.
At least one of us can moved on faster.
Yea, say i'm silly.
Now, he even removed his emial add frm friendster.
Cool.
No more contact, isn't it fabulous?
We're over.
Truly over.
No more.
How glad can i get?
I can finally tell myself to give up totally.
Even if one day we brush past one another, we'll be strangers.
Not even casual frens.
Now all i can rmb, the last thing i did to him,
the goodbye kiss.
It's goodbye now.
He can move on with michelle.
New life.
Me ?
A level, working life, university, private sch, travel overseas,
whatever i can do, to forget him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I NEED TO FORGET HIM.
All the memories will be kept in a good place in my heart.
No more whining
No more regretting
It's just abt future now.
Threesome's company3:31 PM
