Wednesday, September 20, 2006
Jacqueline:
YESTERDAY WAS SOONKUEY'S BIRTHDAY. 180906.
today is 190706,
it's been exactly TWO months that i've last seen him.
WHINE* WHINE*
i seriously cant shake him off my mind. yesterday my entire soul seems to be in
lala wonderland. i haven forget him. i cant.
i seriously MISSES him.
why did i give you up after being crazy for seven months?
why did i give you up, just because i feel that someone else can replace me in yr heart and she will be able to give you more than i do? why did i give you up, because i feel that i'm incapable of loving you? WHY?
i wish for some understanding too.
but you hate me now.
like how every single bitch and bastard do.
you hate me!
jimmy hates me!
because i purposely triggered his nerves
he's moving on with michelle,
putting jacq far, far, away.
jacq is thrown alone, here! pity me! go ahead! whatever!
( it's nt like i dun attract guys, i reject pple too k ?
having a face filled-w-pimps dont mean tt i'm at losing end )
[ To ah bungs ] :
It's seriously not easy for me to let go of him. just try not mentioning him unless i do. i also don't want to. dont bother abt me, i get emo here and then. just intro me more guys.
whatever .. friendships, like what fer says, like how my family & friends love me,
boys do not matter.
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Main pt of today ::
being to be coped in that kind of horrible place all day.
facing disgusting piglets yucking non-stop all day long SUCKS! i must get out and get a life!
What's wrong with those @#@!??^%&##2$%? people ....
Dont they hv a life?
Dont they feel disgusted when they face the mirror?
They feel gd, discriminating human beings n mockin at pple, whatever!
so what if i'm worse off than you in any case?
yea, i dun hv a good, handsome, STUPID boyfriend.
i dun hv a cell-less brain like yrs! u are so smart! " SO "
btw, i'm graduating this yr (:
[if u hv no idea abt it]
Wuahaha!
i dun wanna curse you but it's a fact! who ask u! laugh at me, somemore! laugh la! contiune laughing at ME.
u will watch yrself fall right from great heights.
i wun not get A.
so what if u do ? it's yr life. puke.
Threesome's company12:10 AM
