Monday, October 30, 2006
Jacqueline IN DA HOUSE *shagged*
Just studied overnight at Mac.
OMG
Not that i'm slacking, but i suppose my brain capacity is reaching to its
MAX.
I can't contain anymore lectures. Doomed.
Seriously i get worried to the extent that i can't get into sleep these days. i don't feel good at all. I ate panadol for my headache, and i cant sleep. It sucks. It really sucks to know that yr body is failing you desipte yr strong determination to work hard for A level. Bullshit!!! Why do everything go against you even though you have 100% will to conquer it.
I know i can complete my revision if i continue to devote my time to all my pile of notes.
But it really sucks that nothing goes in. WHAT IF I GET MENTAL BLOCK AGAIN? i'll cry till i drop myself flat on the ground. My ultimate fearmost paper - phy geog and econs. And they are coming first. I suppose i need to rely on sleeping pills for the next coming three weeks.
Heng, i feel that you are very hardworking and do make sure u study smart k ?
Dun stress.
I know that this is like impossible but ... try our best ba.
And i know i look UN-stress to everyone but .. u cant see my brains, they are working at a faster rate than my actions are. I'm turning insane. I cant stop thinking, AND i cant rest well, cant sleep well ... not like i can eat well. Everything sucks when stress enters me. It sucks even more when nightmares attack me.
all i ask is, sufficient deep sleep.
I hope when i collect my Goong pictorial book ltr, it may DESTRESS me. pls. 
Today is the 105th day that i have not seen jimmy. Not that i'm thinking about him, i just feel empty alone. I don't feel good. I'm basically DISTURBED. Maybe i just want a boyfriend. Keng lam is cute! KL's boy is HOT. SRJC basketball hunk is my ultimate eyecandy. YJC soccer no.24 is cute too, but got gf. sheesh~ HAHA
Threesome's company4:32 PM
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Felicia: one day, it'll be raining men who resemble Daniel Wu, Wu Zun and Dylan Guo.
HweeHeng: ....
Jacqueline: Tah-Babi? No way.