Saturday, November 04, 2006
Jacq -
Heng, it's okay. Let's not brood over the past. It's everything.
The fact is, i was REALLY angry and utterly disappointed at you, for being friends with me for so long. Partly, it's part of my wishing thinking too.
I thought maybe you will not leave me alone.
There's so much to argue, when's the last time you see me? you even had mock maths exam and so much remedial with them & you actually claim that you have not seen them for long.
it's really okay, i cannot be like a childish kid to go around whining that my friend pangseh me. Even though i sms-ed the night before, but do stand in my shoe when i waited nearly an hour for you, pangseh-ing my classmates for you. I could have ate my lunch with them, instead of buying sushi and eat on bus. Thankfully, i met kristian. At least i have someone accompanying the entire afternoon.
Remember, the next time you probably gonna see me, it's prom.
Forget it, i don't want to talk about it anymore.
Let the matter rest, i've finished venting my anger, don't mention it anymore.
At the end of the day, a Leo hate loneliness.
I admit strongly to it. I'm too sensitive. Sorry.
Felicia, i guessed you know what exactly i am talking in my blog, yet is about what i last sms-ed you on that night.
You know, there's a saying that goes, "love cannot be ordered."
Jacq do not want to let the past affect her future anymore. What is left in the past, should remain where it is and maybe a fresh start of a new friendship may blossom this time.
I don't ask for more this time, at least we're on talking terms.
The more i try to fight, the more i feel like a bitch, snatching him back from the other girl.
Now, why not i just follow the wave, follow the flow, whatever that comes, i shall accept it. Obviously i cannot hurt myself in any case, but i should just .. think about myself before anything. There's many other ways to strive for happiness. Now my concentration is A level, then a job, then .. wait for my parents' side to settle? No movement yet but, my mom is just too determined to leave him.
You know, now i feel like i'm HYORIN, too much of princess hours.
like, initially, it was just me and Prince Shin.
then came chaegyung out of the sudden and .. he fell for her, leaving hyorin alone.
Hyorin tried to use ways to fight for her love,
& however, they just ended up as close friends, isn't it?Just like ... kim sam soon too! I feel like YU XI ZHEN!
YUP, i shall be more receptive to guys out there,
be less demanding,
turn more demour (kristian say i'm too fierce on the outlook *whine*)
or like what kenglam say - "i'll take you if you still don't hv a BF when u're 25 yrs old"
WTF??!!!!!!!! chiong! touchwood!
Isn't kenglam (1st) cute and justin (2nd) pretty ??
I'm a happy girl, people!!!
From the horoscope, it says i'm a IQ 180 killer on the field of love.
it's true .......... WUAH-HA-HA
I heaven reveal my true image yet, i'm not that weak! power!
I'm as determined as YUAN XIANG QING to look for my prince charming
JIANG JIANG JIANG zhi shu <3
[[Some memories ... ]]You know how crappy this show gets with this family ...
It really started with a kiss ......
WEIRDEST WEDDING EVER .. !!!!
In the end ...... AWW ........
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