Sunday, July 15, 2007
[J] With the big L across her forehead
Sorry for the the sudden lousiness I felt.
(Cause I seem to be at losing ends, AGAIN!)
Actually I was looking really forward to school until I was walking back home, I started to realise... Desmond haven contacted me for a week. Call me "weak" I really see this big L across my forehead, probably on every part of me.
Did I told anyone that I know it won't work out?
I doubt I really like him either, a crush maybe, but I felt
wasted somehow.
I keep doubting it lor. His frequency level compared to mine. We can't even communicate cyberly. Not even sms. & he smokes. NONONONONO
I actually mind him in many ways.
But I felt really guilty... I read his ex gf's diary which he did warned me of. I think he kinda saw me reading it. The last time I see him. NOW, I'M THE MEANIE. CheebyeWhy did I ended up, looking like the desperate-
for-his-love- idiot?
Now, i sounded like one. No way! Fuck it.
The main point is,
I want to push him out of my life.
Obviously he must be pulling my leg when he confessed to me. So in his eyes, I'm probably another young girl that was easily cheated on. Oh, fcuk it. Thankfully, NOTHING HAPPENS. Anyway, that is almost out of question. My principles is at least 2 years of relationship.
Why?
Why do I look like the one on losing ends?
All the fucking time.
I don't want to.I have enough at PJC.
I'm moving onwards to Nafa.
Can anyone guarantee how well I will do? Pissed off **
No more. Pls be obsessed abt new school. HOOO
OOOOOOORAYI'm okayy after the rantings. Yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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